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Posts Tagged ‘artists’
Chrysalis, Day Twenty-Eight
Posted in Holiday Musings, tagged artists, emotion, facebook, family, loneliness, love, relationships, resolutions on December 7, 2010 | 2 Comments »
Chrysalis Life, Day One (Morning)
Posted in Family, On Love, tagged artists, break ups, emotion, family, loneliness, love, men and women, relationships, resolutions, self awareness, writers on November 9, 2010 | 1 Comment »
I drifted in and out of sleep, waking only once with the panic of feeling like I was having a bad dream (and that dream was in fact my own reality). Instead of being woken by my step-children, I was greeted with a tiny dog that looks like Samuel L. Jackson crash-landing on my sternum. [...]
Oh November
Posted in On Love, Parenting, tagged artists, creativity, emotion, family, loneliness, love, relationships, resolutions, self awareness, sex, spirituality, therapy on November 4, 2010 | 2 Comments »
A baby fell six stories from out of a window, bounced off a restaurant awning and was caught by a doctor who just happened to be walking by. This is a true story. Check it out here. That’s some kind of crazy luck. That’s the kind of luck that I’m calling Paris Luck. I believe [...]
White Nights, Grey Days
Posted in On Love, tagged artists, creativity, dreams, emotion, family, loneliness, love, men and women, relationships, resolutions, spirituality on October 3, 2010 | 1 Comment »
A broken heart’s manifesto… I could not bring myself to participate in the revelry of Nuit Blanche because I am exhausted on a level I have never before touched on. My bones are tired. My hair is tired. I’m getting a cold, and I just want to stay in lycra and sweaters and fuzzy socks [...]
Country Schnoo, City Schnoo
Posted in General Rambling, tagged artists, creativity, family, relationships, writers on March 24, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
This is day three in the country, and the first full day of work I’ve had since we’ve arrived. Of course, it is also the day when the sun is gloriously shining, so I’m sure at some point my work flow will be interrupted by a brisk walk in my rubber boots. It’s beautiful here. [...]
Too Much. Of What, I’m Not Sure
Posted in General Rambling, tagged artists, creativity, dreams, writers on March 11, 2010 | 1 Comment »
Each morning this week, I’ve woken up with a sore throat. By the time I have to hit the gym, it’s usually gone. Today it was not. As I type this, my eyes are streaming with tears, and my tonsils are bright red and I feel like I’m swallowing razor blades. I still went to [...]
Deboning my Duck
Posted in General Rambling, tagged artists, family, love, men and women, relationships, writers on March 10, 2010 | 1 Comment »
I rented Julie and Julia the other night, and it made me want to do two things: 1. Eat a lot of food cooked in a lot of butter 2. Write here The movie was cute, but I would have rather watched the Meryl Streep action than the whiny narcissistic blogging girl. In true narcissistic [...]
The Trouble with Hump Day
Posted in General Rambling, Uncategorized, tagged artists, creativity, writers on February 17, 2010 | 1 Comment »
Another show is put to bed. I worry that I can’t keep everyone happy, and that the reasons I continue to do these shows with little financial return is not enough for the others. There is so much that needs to happen, so little time to focus, and so few free hands. What happened to [...]
Sometimes I Wonder How to Be Me
Posted in Family, On Love, polyamory, tagged artists, family, polyamory on December 1, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I am sitting by the wall of window that is my new living room, and watching the sun sink slowly below the tops of the skyscrapers. I feel like me again. Mostly. I wonder if it is because it is no longer November? I’m waiting for the family to get home. Waiting for our six [...]
The Massacre of the Innocence
Posted in General Rambling, On Love, tagged artists, creativity, crushes, emotion, men and women, pagan, poetry on May 24, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Is it ok to enjoy someones company if you have a nagging feeling that there is no potential for anything lasting, or substantial? If in your gut you feel like they are just not on the same page, or that their own personal “stuff” will prevent them from meeting you halfway? Is it ok to [...]